Monday, October 19, 2009

I wish you were invisible ..

'cause when you're visible, I feel miserable.

I've been lacking sleep since friday the 9th. Ever since I've watched Paranormal Activity, I've been rather paranoid. I sleep a little, but only in the day time, and only when people are present. This obviously poses a slight problem since I have school during the daytime. -.- I know its just a movie. but ugh. Psychological Thrillers? Definitely not the business. It most certainly did its job though. Slasher films still scare me not gonna lie, but not as much as this movie. -.- I don't know. Hopefully, I'll get over it and get some sleep soon.

I'm not sure how I feel right now .. lost and insecure. mosdef. I'm at a loss for words when I try to describe how I feel. I'm not sure if you read this anymore .. but I'm going to write this to you anyway .. I'm hurting a lot more than I expected. I miss you, I wish things didn't end up the way they did. As much as I tell myself I shouldn't, I want you in my life and I want to be in your life. UGHHHHHHHHHHHH.

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