Day one is winding down, and to be quite honest I am going insane. I still have yet to sleep, besides a quick nap today [honestly, it was the best nap I have ever had ]. I hated the fact that I had to wake up; I wanted to sleep forever, not only because I was exhausted but because I was able to get away. But I also hated going to sleep because it means that I dream about you [not that I don't want to dream about you, it just hurts too much when I do ]. I really don't know what to do anymore. I am confused. I have so many emotions going through me right now, and I have no one to talk to about them [ not that I need you to always be there for me; I don't want to be a burden and seem dependent upon you I just want someone to listen, even if you don't care ] -sigh.. I am seriously going insane; I feel like at any minute now I'll have a breakdown. I really am not sure if I can go through with this.
I love you ....
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