Friday, June 26, 2009

[25] I wish I could rip out a page of my memory ..

'cause I put too much energy in him & me. Can't wait till I get through this phase 'cause it's killing me too bad we can't rewrite our own history... chances fading out, patience running out. This ain't how it's supposed to be.

Honestly, I don't know what to write. I don't really want to blog right now but I have nothing better to do. D; Summer school has started and I'm taking Astronomy: Stars and Galaxies. As much as I want to say that I'm enjoying it and learning a lot, it's actually kind of REALLY boring. Well at least most of it is. I guess the one thing that keeps me interested in this class is the fact that I can't wrap my mind around the fact that we're only a small PART of the galaxy, or whatever, that's just a smaller part of something else, something amazing. Nahmean?!That there's so much out there beyond what we actually see in the night [Well from what we CAN see that is. dang pollution.]. It's just really amazing. I sound like a total nerd probably. But think about it! GAH! It's mind boggling. ahah mind boggling.

Anyway, school isn't as stressful yet. but if you know me then you know I'm already stressing. In fact, I'm starting to have anxiety again. -.- I don't know what's wrong with me. Am I the only one that this happens to? I'm trippin'. straight up.

I've noticed that ever since I've started hanging out with Loris, I've started to pick up words and phrases that she uses. She's a freakin Gangster! Straight thuggin' OMG. okay she doesn't talk like that lol but she does talk pretty "gangster-ish". So I've picked up things like "straight up" and "mosdef" hahaha. I don't mean to but they just come out now!! [not that its a bad thing (: ] hahah it's just different. I mean before hanging out with her i would say things like "indeed" and other various proper things. now I feel somewhat thug. HAHAH so lame!!!! i love loris. :]]]]] <-- I know you're reading this and probably laughing. now let's go hunt for boys like the creepers we are!

So for awhile now, I've been having a little extra time on my hands. and the day before yesterday which would be Wednesday. I had nothing to do. So what did I do all day long? I read. Yup, I, Janice, do read. and I enjoy it. Very much so. I bought myself a bookshelf not too long ago, and I already need another one. Sometimes I purchase books, but I never get the chance to read them. And some time ago, I purchased some books by Dan Brown, but they were just sitting in my bookshelf collecting dust. Well on Wednesday I decided to read one of those books. It is entitled Digital Fortress. Sounds completely dorky and what not, but I happen to think that that may be my most favorite book by Dan Brown EVER. I've read The Da Vinci Code and Angels & Demons and they were REALLY good. but Digital Fortress?!?! I COULDN'T PUT THAT BOOK DOWN! Real talk. It was just filled with UGH.. I DON'T KNOW. AMAZINGNESS! It was one of those books that you just wanted to figure out what happens! Seriously? I wanted the book to end and go on forever. That's contradictory but FREAKIN UGH! I just kept reading and reading. I couldn't stop. My heart was racing, hands were shaking, and I was even biting my lip nervously. to the point where I started bleeding, no joke. I had to see what happened next! It was like.. woah slap in the face! IRONY! Good book! READ IT. :] I think I can die happy now. That was honestly a good book. Real talk. I LOVE SOLVING CODES. 8] And now I want to watch Angels and Demons! What's funny is that I was never allowed to read The Da Vinci Code or Angels and Demons, because of all the controversy over them. & being the pious Catholic my mom is, she said I couldn't read them. So while most kids rebel by going out late and never coming home, I rebel by staying home and reading. BAHAH. I'm so lame, but I wouldn't have it any other way.

Well, I'm done for the night. I think I'm going to go watch Transformers II with my favorites! I'll write about my clubbing adventure later! :]


Later Days!
♥; - Janice.

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