Saturday, June 20, 2009

[24] I want to know your plans

& how involved in them I am ... You're what keeps me believing the world's not long dead. Strength in my bones & the words in my head--they pour out to paper; it's all for you. 'Cause that's what you do.

Summer break was okay. I caught up on sleep, sort of. I did a few fun things, a few not-so-fun things, and met some amazing people. My one goal for this summer was to get a job. Uh.. didn't happen. I know summer isn't over yet so I still have time but I'm not sure if I'll have time with school and such. My other goal? Well, I've started working on it. I could definitely do better, but at least I'm doing it, right? Right.

I feel like I just started my day, but its already 3:40pm. Ugh. I haven't really done anything today so it kind of feels like a waste of a day. I think I'm going to go to the gym after I write this. Yup.

My blogs still lack inspiration. Usually I only write at night when I can't sleep but I'm doing this now just to annoy Steve. :] hahhh.

So, this one is for him.

Dear Steve,
This isn't weird! [okay, maybe its a little weird. But I'm trying to open up! so maybe this is a good thing! geez.] And I won't give it up. I already gave up something else for you! I think that was better than this. :] Besides, how do you expect me to vent my feelings? Unless you want to call me and let me vent out to you while we have more awkward moments on the phone? In that case, I will give it up. =P Don't be mean to me! ;[ & CALL ME .... now. K? thanks.

♥-- Janice.

P.S. You did tell me your last name! hmph.

GYM.... NOW. bye.

Oh, and I'm intrigued. very.

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