Saturday, June 13, 2009

[22] Calm before the Storm.

I'm running around in circles; trying, contemplating, wondering.

Well, it's 6am. I have been awake for about two hours now. I cannot go back to sleep for some reason. I went to bed early last night; I think it was around 10pm. I don't know why I went to bed at that time, just tired I guess.

The last two days have been a bust. I had plans for Thursday and Friday but they were both canceled. It's cool though. Things happen. But I'm not gonna lie, I was kinda bummed. It's alright though, another time I guess, another time.

Tuesday was pretty fun; I did not go to sleep Monday night so I was pretty tired all of Tuesday. I went to the dentist and got my teets cleaned. and I took a small nap 12pm - 4pm [I guess that's not small but whatever ]. And then I got ready and went down to the Chronic Cantina in Newport Beach for Tina's birthday dinner and the game [I couldn't get in at first because it's a bar, and the guy wouldn't let me in. Eventually he let me in but threatened me that if he saw me with a drink in my hand he would kick me and the rest of the party out. Like I was going to drink anyway. -.-] So we ate a little and watched the game, then we headed out to Huntington Beach for a bonfire. It was freakin cold, but we kept adding wood to our fire; it was huge. We stayed there till about 10pm then headed over to DC's friend Mike's beach house in Newport Beach. We chilled there for a while they drank some.

According to DC, I am "blast from the past". We used to be pretty good friends in Jr. High. :] and High School was bleh we didn't talk much then. So, it was nice seeing him again. :] and Bryan Horton! :]] We go back to like elementary school days. I haven't talked to him in forever.

After that we left, and I went home! :] The End of Tuesday.

The rest of the week was a bust, but today I'm heading over to Kathleen's for her party. Shoot, I get to see all my high school friends again. I miss them. Jungle Theme? probably not gonna dress up, lol but sounds cute anyway! :]

My blogs hold no substance anymore. It's all just me telling you what I've been doing; not much feeling anymore -.- I have been lacking inspiration as of late. I don't know. I mean there's a lot going on in my head but I just don't feel like talking about it on here basically.. to myself? I don't know maybe just.. not yet at least. Hopefully, I get back on the inspiration grind again.

Speaking of grind, I need to work out. I'm feeling lazy, and not productive. Maybe I'll take a quick nap & go to the gym before I head over to Kathleen's. That sounds like a plan.

I think I have something to tell you. Can you keep a secret? Will you talk to me, just for one day? I know this sounds like an excuse, but I just need to talk. Just talk to me. I'll be waiting ...

-- Janice. ♥

PS. I miss you Randolph! :] & others.

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